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Kay Lynn
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
My name is Kay Lynn, I am a game programmer as well as model and dancer in Austin, Texas. I have been modeling since 2009 and started dancing in the summer of 2011. I use to be the head dancer of a cosplay dance group called The Syrins, we would travel around Texas performing for conventions, festivals, and other various events. Now I still travel, teach, and perform individually.

On my down time I am either programing video games or playing them, I am huge nerd and proud of it. I love to learn so I'm always expanding my knowledge about something new and will never let anyone limit my abilities or tell me that I can't achieve something. My true love in life is music though. I feel it flow through me with every step I take and with each turn, from the notes I play or the words I sing, music surrounds me. It even is found in the ink that fills my little black book of poems.



Journal Entry: Thu Sep 17, 2015, 2:54 PM

Okay look, I am sorry but everything and nothing I say will be taken well. So instead of hiding behind simple words I should just be honest about it all:

In reality life is a lot more complicated than "I'm great" but if I had to summarize how I have been doing in the past year I would have to go with something positive; So that is what I am going to stick to.

Yeah life has been hard, fucking terrible at times! I write about it, I talk to friends, I cling on to what gives me comfort which isn’t always the best things for me. But overall I have to think about what I have achieved this year to know that I am in a better place and didn’t make the wrong decisions.

My mental issues have gotten a lot better -I have accepted myself and taken many steps to improve and to find a good balance within. It has been terribly difficult and I have sacrificed way more than I wish to have gotten here, but…. but it is for the better. For everyone.

My physical health is better than ever and for once in my life I am working out. I have learned so much with dance and performance art and I feel one day I will be able to achieve my fitness goals.

My career took a turn in the right direction getting me out of a job that was tearing apart my soul and beating me down. I work at a great company, making great new friends. I get to travel more than ever and have come along way in my cosplay goals.

Lastly and most importantly the people I am toxic to and are toxic for me are healing and moving on. They are able to find happiness that I wasn’t able to provide and can really live a life worth living. A life absent of turmoil, confusion, and stress but instead can be filled with pride, community, and love. That is an achievement that makes this year good.

Yes I am depressed any time I don’t fill my life with activity to consume my mind. Yes I am happier than I have ever been and don’t regret my decision. Yes I am in a wonderful place in my life, my prime. But yes I think often of everything I have lost and it tears me apart all the time. I know I will never escape my own torment but I have learned to live with it so others won’t have to.


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Hitman by KayLynn-Syrin
So a while back I got to collaborate with Lord Vishus Cosplay to do a Hitman photoshoot! He really wanted to replicate some scenes from the movie in the photos, and so he asked me to throw together a costume for him. I am always amazed by Jeramy Photography LLC and how he can take such a simple look/scene and really make it pop. From the lighting, colors, angle, and overall composition. I am really glad I got to work with the both of them! ^.^
glass dripping from your eyes
and shattering upon the asphalt
the damage is scattered across the road
but I rush to grasp you ever more tightly
engulfing your frail frame within my hold
I grant you safety from the encroaching war

the doubts ambush, as the fears strike
I withstand the pain to save you from strife
the flooding thoughts that imprison your mind
lay wait behind those glossy eyes

I do not waiver and I reach for your hand
for what is your, is mine, and I’ll be here till the end
longing and sorrow will be a long forgotten thought
as our fingers link and our hearts resonate with trust

a crack in the clouds gives way from the grey
light breaks through to shine upon your face
a beauty so irresistible, I can’t believe you are real
with broken tears and a soul scared from fears
I will fight for you through endless years

never will I lose you again,
against the world I will make a stand!
forever isn’t long enough and eternity is just one step
you are proof to me that love is everlasting
and our hearts will be intertwined beyond death
I have been working on this poem for a while and just now does it feel right and finished! For while I lost my ability to write and I blocked on finishing it, but it all came together now.

I wrote this with a very strong image in my mind. It is something/someone I want... to do this for me. I always feel like I am a broken girl and I just want that one person to come and save me from my battles! To fight with me and help the sun return so I can walk forward to a beautiful future! I am longing for this love and happiness and I know is right there... I just have to reach for it! :heart:



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QCC-Art Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
You can enjoy fantasy images here:…

Compliments of the QCC Art Gallery :)
SpectralGlowFly Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hiya, I'm back from hiatus < 3 How are you? 
Zekida288 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2015  New Deviant Student Traditional Artist
Hey keep up the good work! Really good pieces ;)
KayLynn-Syrin Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you! ^.^
DylanSeto Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2015  Student Artist

Just wanted to thank you for the fave!

Also, since I'm currently focusing on music, I was wondering if you'd be interested in supporting me in that endeavor of mine?

If you are, I can link you to where you can find that stuff!

-Dylan Seto
KayLynn-Syrin Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I love both poetry and music, so yes I would love to hear! ^.^
DylanSeto Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2015  Student Artist


Let me know what you think :)

And if you like it, sharing it would be cool too. ;)
Zaigwast Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2015
:iconfemaleexcellence: Join us ! :D .... monthly art promotion awaits those with great art ! :#1:
If you do so, please submit to the correct category and do not forget about the rules. :aww:
NigelBritern Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2015  Student Photographer
are You have any plan for Dinner ?.. ♥
SpectralGlowFly Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
your request <3

.:Request:. Kaylynn-Syrin by SpectralGlowFly  
lexxii Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Great Gallery Kay :)

Invite to join :iconcutieshots: A Diverse Growing Global Super Group Featuring 100 Galleries & 3000 Members Strong dedicated to artists of all genres to display their fine art into this Super group Of Artists :) *** Please Join Soon *** xoxolexxiiCutieShots
NigelBritern Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015  Student Photographer
Hi Kay, How are You ?..
KayLynn-Syrin Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I am doing pretty good now, how are you?
NigelBritern Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015  Student Photographer
I been happy hear it and yes I'm fine but now! also at home I sit so on desk, here midnight, any plan for tonight ?..
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